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So before half term I made up a pile of images with the idea of making a ‘dream of Paladino’ piece as a tribute and as a way of thinking about the use of fragments in Paladino’s work. After half term I walked back into the classroom and saw the pile of things on the table and momentarily forgot why I had done it. And then I wondered why I had thought it was a good idea.

After a bit I decided to use them anyway and I quickly put together two ‘Paladinos” which worked quite well. I am not sure what they have to say about fragments though. There is something different about making fragments deliberately to put together into an image. I know what I am doing and I am planning ahead really, I am just building an image out of disparate bits. I make some more fragments on some more varied materials around the art room and make up another one on a small canvas. Not really very happy though. For the research project part of the point is that the different bits of the fragmentary practice are more broken up than that, more separated by time and materials and intention and part of the point is that they only look evenly vaguely coherent after the event. This is different to the bits being made as fragments.

To make a work out of fragments then the work has to be accidentally made as fragments, almost. If that can be done. Certainly I have been thinking more about leaving things undone or half done and not having the same need to ‘finish’ things. But I am not sure how I can deliberately make accidental fragments. Perhaps the point is that all of the work is made of fragments of time and effort and leave it at that.

Is everyone’s? I suppose I am again contrasting this with some sort of Ideal Artist deeply delving into their practice in long lonely uninterrupted hours in the studio as opposed to making stuff in the gaps.

I did a lot of ceramics work with the pupils last week and this and I made a couple of plates up whilst this was going on. I liked these a lot and this has started a chain of thinking about commemorative plates, Grayson Perry, Richard Prince and Lilly Van Stokker and further text pieces in clay.

Introduction

The original inspiration for the research came from looking at the examplars I made in the classroom to show the pupils a particular technique or idea. I have long thought that showing them ‘one I prepared earlier’ was not very useful as it takes a skilled eye to be able to unpick how an image or object was actually made. It is more useful to see a piece of work being made before your very eyes and so I actually make work in front of the pupils. Whilst doing this, I think about the ways in which I learn to do something; it makes my own learning more apparent and I am then better able to communicate this and the process helps me to anticipate the tricky bits. So, it has been a long-standing habit to make work in front of and alongside the pupils. This sort of work though, made as it is with cheapish gouache on sugar paper or £1.99 watercolours on cartridge paper, I didn’t consider to be ‘my work’. I had my own paintings and other work and then I had this utilitarian work I made in class. I didn’t value it as part of my art practice but then again, I nearly always finished the work and didn’t throw it away either. So I valued it in some way.

I never threw it away because I remember when I was twelve, an art teacher showing us how to throw a pot, then knocking it over when he had done. We were shocked and disturbed that he did this. He said he had lots of pots at home but it still seemed shocking to be able to make something as well as he had but not value the outcome. So I don’t throw them away and I tend to finish them. I give them away sometimes, to adults, not pupils. I let the frost destroy the pots in the garden and I keep the forty-five or so self-portraits in the manner of Modigliani amongst the drifts of work in the art room.

Part of why I value them is because they often have a looseness and freedom that my more considered work doesn’t have. Some of the paintings, made with cheap paints, have a quality that work with acrylics on canvas or board don’t have and I am fascinated by this aspect. Making work in front of thirty children can be less inhibited than work made alone in a studio. I am concentrating very hard on demonstrating the idea and the decisions about why I am doing it have been made at a much earlier stage. I also become very practised at making the particular pieces as I am likely to do the same demonstration four or five times in a. I might not make a mono-print based on a drawing from the Sainsbury Centre again for a year but for that week I become very focused on that particular method. The demonstration is more of a live performance than a studio recording, with more energy in a short space of time and different production values.

Part of what I am doing is modelling the project and giving the children a target but I am also validating their work by showing that it was worth an adult doing it too. I also finish the work for fun, for pleasure and because I am practising making art. I am still running through the learning exercises of being an artist like a musician practising scales. Though now I have set the exercises partly out of a consideration of what I wish I had known about art when I was their age. Anecdotally, art teachers have told me that they have collections of work made in this way. They have not considered these as their ‘own work’ either and we have discussed the possibility of making an exhibition of these ‘lost’ works.

This research project is a subsection of the interest in the artist teacher and much of the initial research was guided by the literature on various artist teacher projects thus far. The development of this interest in the demonstration as a form of art practice is a response to a the lack of detail in the current research about the effect that the art practice of the art teacher can be said to have in the classroom. This project proposes that all art teachers who make demonstrations in the classroom are carrying out a form of art practice. An examination of this neglected or lost aspect of teaching and art practice is the original contribution to knowledge.

The research question, therefore, is ‘Can the classroom art demonstration be recontextualised as an art practice?’

The research process is based in case studies about working in the classroom with pupils aged between nine and thirteen in a middle school. The art practice is inspired by the teaching and learning process in the classroom and vice versa. The work considers the role of skill in art, of learning to draw, the nature of what is demonstrated and learnt in art lessons and the notion of influence as an educational tool.

The art and teaching practice is conditioned by the restraints of the school curriculum. The art practice has been guided by the school projects. The artwork allows the different influences and projects in the classroom to wash through it, trying on multiple artist’s practices. The demonstrations in the classroom have become the whole of the art practice and work made beyond the classroom is seen as a demonstration. What the artist is demonstrating and to whom becomes part of the work. The artist is demonstrating his or her own work to themselves in the studio as well as the classroom. The art practice examines what it is that is being demonstrated and what that might say about the relationship between the artwork and audience.

Case Studies

The research is centred on five case studies. Four of these are based in the classroom and examine different projects over a period of three school terms. Three of these projects use an orthodox teaching method, using the work of an artist as a starting point. One was based on Alan Davie and Sandra Blow, one used camouflage as a theme and the third, called How to Paint and Draw, was based on observational and expressive painting and drawing. The fourth project concerns a visiting artist, Craig Kao, to the classroom.

The fifth case study is the art practice of the teacher. This is the major part of the study. The art practice case study covers a range of work over the duration of the project that relates to the teaching practice and shows a development of the practice based on the demonstration in the classroom. The work produced in this fifth case study relates to initial case studies. An analysis of the classroom case studies and what has been discovered from them provides further material for the art practice. Some of the conclusions and outcomes reached in the art practice have fed back into small art projects in the classroom as part of a dialogue between the two practices.

Etching

As part of the research, I learnt how to etch at the art college. This was a way of becoming a learner and putting myself in the position of a pupil acquiring a skill. I had done little etching before, partly because I had not found it a particularly conducive medium and partly because of the technical difficulties involved. It is not of much use in the classroom due to the health and safety issues and I realised that most of the skills I had acquired during my teaching career had come about due to their usefulness in the classroom. In this way my teaching and working in a middle school has conditioned my art practice and guided it in a certain way. Some media and techniques are more applicable than others in the classroom and my skills have been extended in paper-mâché and large-scale cardboard sculpture in a way that they might not have been had I not been a teacher.

The etching process has produced a set of etchings along with writings discussing being a pupil learning a craft skill, the sort of work that has been produced using this skill and how that might relate to contemporary practice, particularly the work of the Chapman brothers and Paula Rego. The etching has fed into the classroom project on Alan Davie and Sandra Blow as some pupils made dry points with a small press and I have shown the etchings to pupils and displayed them at school. The awkwardness of the process and the interest in drawing that the medium has provoked has related to the How to Paint and Draw project.

One theme of the art practice is how one learns about making art and how that learning has informed teaching. My art education and subsequent teacher training, the expectations of the education system and those of the pupils and parents inform what I teach and how. The folklore of art and artists affect what happens and the background that the pupils bring to lessons. The mythologies and common-sense views of art have also affected how I learnt about art and how I went from being ‘good at drawing’ through art college to art teaching and art practice. I have this in common with many art teachers and I see pupils who are ‘good at drawing’ in my classes.

Another theme in the art practice is drawing – notions of good drawing and drawing to acquire the skill of drawing. Drawing manuals and the exercises and clichés of drawing are referenced ironically and are used in the classroom and art practice. I use drawing a lot in the classroom but I use it to express, to map, to imagine and to communicate as much as to observe and analyse. I use a wide range of media to draw including print, computers, paint and clay as well as more traditional pen and pencil. This has meant some arguments with external inspectors expecting evidence of more observed drawing. One of the points against an emphasis on observational drawing skill in the classroom is that it alienates the majority of pupils who find the process difficult and confusing. The intention of a curriculum based on a broad range of artists and media is to try to give as many pupils as possible a positive introduction to making and thinking about art. This is sometimes referred to as inverting the pyramid. This means a project based on colour, collage and Sandra Blow that does not foreground drawing skill will appeal to more pupils than one based on observational drawing skill that values ‘good at drawing’.

Alan Davie and Sandra Blow

This was the idea explored in the classroom project initially based on Alan Davies and the free associative drawing practice he uses to generate ideas and images. We took this as a starting point and then developed imagery through a range of media and techniques including paint, collage, and printmaking. As the project progressed, we looked at other artists such as Sandra Blow whose collages were very popular with the pupils. Alongside this project I made a large number of drawings in the manner of Davie as I developed the project and I made prints and paintings as demonstration pieces in front of the children. I also made three large paintings based on Davies and a series of collages based on Sandra Blow. These have been exhibited at NUCA and in a small show in Suffolk.

An interest in abstract art has been a further theme in the art practice and I have produced a large number of painting studies inspired by Jonathan Lasker and Thomas Nozkowski. This is part of a theme about influence in art and art teaching. The intention is to use the work of an artist as a benign influence in the classroom as a part of modeling or the scaffolding of a learning experience. It is a way to present a historical view of art and to introduce children to the work of artists through the visual. It can serve to introduce a range of voices into the classroom from different times and cultural viewpoints.

Artists have always been influenced by other artists and has been a way to learn about art. Many artists have made work based on or inspired by the work of artists that they admire. Much art is a conversation between artists through art works and this continues into contemporary art. This seems to validate the use of artists in the classroom though it causes some problems with notions about originality and creativity.

I think of the art projects as a series of games with rules in different places. Art can be considered an etiquette, a way of doing things. The use of artists’ work in the classroom introduces children to the idea that art can be made in a wide variety of ways about many things with many materials. This week we are being neat and tidy and staying inside the lines and next week we are splashing plaster bandage around on a large sculpture together. A set of rules allows the pupils to express themselves in a certain way and hopefully think about the work of an artist and acquire some technical insight into a medium or technique.

One of the things that has altered through the project is this methodology. I am experimenting with more tangentially influenced projects where the work of artists has influenced me in the construction of the project and I use the work of artists less. In a way I have expanded my role as an artist in the classroom and used myself more as an interpreter. Previously I have tried to be transparent and present the work of artists in a neutral way. Some of the work I have done with pupils has shown me that my role as interpreter and presenter is considerably more of an influence than the artist I am presenting. When I use the work of an artist in the classroom I bring a l present a synthesis of what I know about the artist and present this in a way that makes it accessible to the pupils. This has led me to think about my role as an art teacher in the classroom and to play with the role of art teacher. Some of the art practice is based around the persona of an art teacher who has become a semi-fictional figure. By stepping outside, questioning and making work about the role, the presentational and performative aspects have become more apparent.

This realization that I am acting as an interpreter comes out of work on the teacher’s voice taken from transcriptions of videos of classroom demonstrations. This voice has become text on paintings and drawings as I explain how the work I am demonstrating is being made. In this way the internal scripts that teachers use become more apparent. A number of works with running commentaries on them have been produced.

Visiting Artist

Questioning the role of the art teacher has also arisen from the fourth classroom case study involving the visiting artist, Craig Kao. Craig was with us for a week as part of a Sainsbury Centre of the Visual Arts project on Culture in the Countryside. We cleared the art room of as much as we could and filled the space with large amounts of found materials. We left the timetable as normal for the week. This was partly to cause as little disruption as possible to the school and to ensure that the maximum number of children would have the experience with Craig. This meant that the artist was obliged to work within the constraints of the teaching structure of a school as a new set of children appeared each hour. Craig obviously found this quite difficult as he was unused to working in this way and has no teacher training.

The week heightened my awareness of my role as a teacher and as an artist as Craig and I worked together on a series of collaborative paintings and sculptures with each other and the children. The results were exhibited at the Cut gallery in Halesworth in October 2009.

The experience made me very aware of the channelling and institutionalising effect of working in a school; how used one becomes to the structures and expectations of the school day. Not that Craig and I really stepped outside them but we moved them around and we did something more unexpected with these strictly allotted hours.

Phalle

This led me to a take a different approach to some projects thereafter, particularly the Nikki De Saint Phalle project that I did with a group of ten year old children. I decided to try to be an artist in residence or an imagined notion of an artist in residence with the project. We set off with paintings and then made a collective sculpture with a cardboard armature and a paper-mâché and plaster bandage skin. I was much more directive as if I was the artist and the group were my assistants. I split the group into teams for each section of the figure and then we put the parts together and plastered it together. We finished off with acrylic paint and we also made a set of studies of the marks for the surface that made a sort of skin of the figure which we exhibited as a large painting. The result was exhibited at NUCA in February 2010 and at the school.

By being my own artist in residence I mean that I foregrounded the artist aspect of the role and tried to imagine being Phalle working with nine year olds to make one of her sculptures. I went into the room more focussed on getting them to make a very large scale figure rather than on constructing lessons with learning objectives. I worked with the resources I had to achieve the artistic result that was more in my mind than theirs. My improvisation resulted in my getting the size quite wrong and the only way we got the piece to Norwich was by borrowing a builder’s lorry to move it. The pupils got a lot out of it despite the lack of formal learning objectives. They came down at lunchtime to put the plaster bandage on and to paint the figure. The project began to step outside the constraints of the lessons and inspired and esprit de corps in the group that still exists when we work together. The project did generate the sort of excitement that an artist in residence project often does.

The rhythms of the school day and the school year have become evident in the work. The fragmentary nature of the work becomes more obvious as ideas are pursued but only so far, conditioned as much by the attention span of the children as by that of the artist. There is never enough time to be thorough, as the curriculum demands a move to cover a new topic or method. The teaching practice conditions the art practice. How the two have become interwoven or mingled together is part of the art work and it becomes difficult to tell what the art practice would look like without the teaching practice.

The art work, some class work and accompanying writing has been catalogued on a blog over the past year at http://www.paulcope.com. The art practice and class work has been exhibited at NUCA, the Cut in Halesworth and at Wingfield Barns as part of the SCVA Culture of the Countryside project over the past year. The work has been extensively recorded through a series of learning journals and sketchbooks and there is an extensive photo archive.

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At the art college for the afternoon and not really feeling like attempting the etchings today. The plate I was trying to use the Lascaux acrylic ground hasn’t gone well and I haven’t been able to use that. I ended up with he stuff too thick on the plate and I have had to take it off and start again. I have nearly finished with the ten copper plates I got off Ernst a year ago and the series is coming to an end. Much slower than I had originally intended. With the opportunity to go over the confirmation report again and a new term starting I have been in a reflective mood and trying to think my way through a summarising process of the work I have done over the summer to redirect the research project away from the classroom, as such, and into the art demonstration as art practice.

I was going to write up some notes in the library but the computers wouldn’t let me log on so I was rather adrift. On a whim I picked up a book on Mimmo Paladino (Mimmo Paladino: works on paper 1973-1987 Galerie Thaddaeus Ropac (1987). This was serendipity, looking to fritter some time away checking out an artist who had intrigued me when I was art college 25 years ago. I was wondering what he looked like to me now.

I am aware that he is not very fashionable and you can tell by the number of books there are about him on the shelf that he isn’t that popular or current. Unless all of the Paladino books are out and are being pored over by art students reassessing his work but I doubt it. there are two books and they both date back to the Eighties, Paladino’s heyday. And the time when I was at college trying to negotiate a pathway between the conceptualism of the seventies and the neo-expressionism of the eighties. I didn’t make a very good job of it. I ended up more comfortable with painting and drawing in some form, some sort of mark making which wasn’t very comfortable and hasn’t been since.

Anyway, Paladino. I started drawing from one of his drawings and flicked through the book. In one of the texts by Achille Bonito Oliva there were some interesting lists of everything that Paladino does in drawings and this intrigued me so I copied that out. Oliva makes the point that a lot of Paladino’s work is about the fragment and this started to interest me more and more. I have been thinking a lot about the fragmentary nature of my art practice, where work gets made and then forgotten or even half made as another interest or project comes along in the classroom which redirect the attention. Paladino’s work is made of fragments and I found this very interesting. He is also interested in archaic cultures and free association. I did a series of drawings from the book in a sketchbook. Not really copies as using his work as a starting point to think about what I was interested in within his work. His faces had made some sort of impression on me, 25 years ago.

The night before I had been out to the SCVA and spent some time looking at the Leonora Carrington paintings. Very fine. Beautiful things and I have never seen a set of them before, only the odd one in the Tate or in a show. I don’t write well about artist’s work. I am aware that I am supposed to be working on some sort of critical writing manner but it is not something I am at all good at. I liked them anyway and I want to go back and do some drawings. This goes back to other writing about this habit and the sketchbook that is on the website, this habit of using an artist’s work in my own, of drawing from art in galleries or from books. I was sort of dreaming of Paladino with the pencil, letting something of his work into mine, thinking about what I was interested in about his work by drawing it.

I’m not that interested in his ‘style’. That is never the point, what ever people say. Style strikes me as what illustrators fret about as they establish a trademark style for the market. I am not really interested in that at all. What I am interested in is how the art work shows what the artist was thinking about or was trying to think abut when they made it. That seems to be the powerful thing that objects and images capture and embody. Be that Paladino or Carrington or the maker of a Cycladic head in the SCVA or whatever. And it is that sense of a person working and trying to express some though visually that interests me and that I try to pass on to the children. “Style” is a word people use for an aspect of that.

My own work covers a lot of ground and various categories. I realised a long time ago that I was a bad faker in that I couldn’t get rid of my own mark, I couldn’t ‘hide’ my mark in someone else’s even when I tried to. Whatever I did had a tendency to look like I did it. I didn’t really like the way that happens but I decided that I was stuck with it. The freedom of that is that it doesn’t really matter what I do because it will always look like I did it so I didn’t really need a ‘style’. I had a ‘touch’, I was told. So I have let these other art practices wash across my work and made a hybrid art practice out of what has interested me or moved me. A little bit of all this looking probably sticks, evolves it in some way. This seems to be part of the theme of how I learn about art.

I enjoyed the Paladino book and my drawing.

Back at school I make some larger versions of the drawings on a variety of materials lying around the art room with the intention of putting together a “Paladino Dreaming” image. I have left this behind for the half term and will see what that looks like when I get back.

Picasso Improved No. 3

IDuring my art teaching career I have always made art work in the classroom in one way and another. I have always had some element of my own art practice in the classroom, some project on the go at the back of the room or on a desk. I also make work in front of the children as demonstrations of idea, technique or style. How do you show someone how to make a coil pot other than by making one in front of them? When I was first starting art teaching the art adviser told us that we were the best resource in the room, that we were representatives of art practice for the pupils we taught.

I realised over the years that I had accumulated folders of work made in front of children. I tended to finish the work and often worked on them whilst the children were working on theirs. I was modelling the project and giving them a target but I was also validating their work by showing that it was worth an adult doing it too. I also finished them for fun, for pleasure. I remember an art teacher showing us twelve year olds how to make a pot on the wheel and we were all very impressed. At the end of his demonstration he smashed it with his hand. He said that he had enough pots at home and that he didn’t need another one. We were shocked that he could do that to his own work, that he didn’t value his own work to that extent. I resolved never to do that in the classroom.

Because of this I have accumulated a collection of work which is not quite my own art practice but which I value enough not to throw away. Some of this is kept to be examples next time but I tend to make afresh for each project. In my view learners find a finished art work difficult to unravel and to see a piece being constructed has the most value. Anecdotally other art teachers have told me that they have collections of work made in this way. Not considered as their ‘own work’, work made for a pedagogical purpose in the classroom.

My question is can this work be considered as the basis of an art practice? Can this sort of work made for an educational purpose be re-contextualised as art practice? Is this a lost or mislaid art practice at the heart of art teaching practice?

This project is a subsection of the interest in the artist teacher and much of the initial research was guided by the literature on various artist teacher projects thus far. The development of this interest in the demonstration as a form of art practice comes out of a frustration at the lack of detail in the current research about the effect that the art practice of the art teacher can be said to have in the classroom. This project proposes that all art teachers who make demonstrations in the classroom are carrying out a form of art practice.

The project is based on five case studies. Four of these take place in the classroom and the fifth is the art practice case study, intersecting with the classroom ones. Much of the current art practice arises from an analysis of the classroom case studies and an examination of the role of the art teacher’s demonstrations and subsequent art work arising from them.

The art work is inspired by the teaching process, by questions about how we learn about art and the autobiography of learning about art in school and beyond. The art work plays with the persona of an art teacher playing with the styles and tropes of art education in schools. The work considers the role of skill in art, of learning to draw, the nature of what is demonstrated and learnt in art lessons of the notion of influence as an educational tool.

The practice is conditioned by the restraints of the school curriculum. The art work allows the different influences and projects in the classroom wash through it, trying on multiple practices. The demonstrations in the classroom have become the whole of the art practice and work made beyond the classroom is seen as a demonstration. What the artist is demonstrating and to whom becomes part of the work. Is the artist demonstrating their own work to themselves? What is it that is being demonstrated? If it doesn’t look like art then what is it that is being demonstrated?

The rhythms of the school day and the school year become evident in the work. The fragmentary nature of the work becomes more obvious as ideas are pursued but only so far, conditioned as much by the attention span of the children as by that of the artist. There is never enough time to be thorough, as the curriculum demands a move to cover a new topic or method. The teaching practice conditions the art practice. What would the art practice look like without the teaching practice? Have the two become completely interwoven?

An afternoon away from the hurly burly of school and being head of year eight. Relatively peaceful. I worked on two plates. One the still life that I printed last week of the Day of the Dead classroom and other bits and pieces. I put another layer of ground on it to rework it further. I also dipped the self portrait print that I had worked on in the classroom when the pupils had been working on their self portraits in their sketchbooks.

I had this brilliant idea to use up a lot of paint and the large card that is under a table at the back of the art room. We were all going to do a self portrait project based on Gormley and Quinn and drawing round ourselves and so on. The idea was that the outline was drawn directly from the body rather than being a depiction in the way that Gormley’s things are directly from him. That was my link anyway in formulating the idea. I thought of Klein and death masks and all sorts as I developed the idea. The first groups on Monday were under enthusiastic though and I gave up the presentation after the yawning and gazing out of the window got on my nerves and we drew a self portrait in our books instead. On Tuesday and Wednesday the groups were more positive and they quite enjoyed themselves with the large scale work and the message will have got round to the Monday groups, probably. Anyway, when the first groups were working in their sketchbooks I modelled concentration and observation and drew out a self portrait on a plate I had ready in the cupboard.

In the workshop I dipped it for a relatively restrained 50 minutes and printed from that. The result is OK – sketchy and relatively under worked compared to most of them. I intend to leave it at that and move on to another one.

Self portrait etching drawn from life Monday 4th October in school.

Looking through the sketchbook I can see that the Whiteread show has had an effect. I was varnishing some collagraphs and ended up varnishing some pages in the book and using scraps of spoilt paper as collage. I found some isometric paper on the desk and started using it to draw on as does Whiteread. I drew some improbable structures in idle moments, enjoying the puzzle like way they come together if you can keep using the isometric framework logically. I could see that the drawings might appeal to the sort of kid who is interested in drawing a s technical thing. I can remember being fascinated by the wonder of perspective and spending hours drawing street scenes and girders coming towards me and rockets going away from me and all that. I was always interested in the minutiae of learning to draw and illusionism is part of being ‘good at drawing’. When you are a kid is it much more? There is a sub-section of ‘being good at cartoons’ I guess. As I drew these improbable forms I realised they looked a lot like the drawings I did some years ago as part of a project based on plugs. All these things looping around and coming back to earlier ideas and connecting to the work of other artists and to learning to draw. I can see these insignificant drawings having these connections to learning to draw, inspired by Whiteread to pick up this isometric paper, linking back to an earlier body of work about plugs which I did with pupils and in my own work, and these link to Whiteread’s switch drawings which I had been unaware of. Complicated. And easily forgotten.
And in a couple of weeks I will have moved on to another mild obsession and these pages stained with the influence of Whiteread will be forgotten. It seems difficult to concentrate on anything for any length of time. This seems to be a feature of the work and the research. I have always been a bit like that any way. Discursive would be kind. Easily distracted more like it. This has helped me be a decent art teacher as my interests and influences are quite wide and I am technically versatile. But the downside is that my work flits about from one idea to another. This isn’t helped by the way it is produced within and around a timetable of hours, fitted into broken up days. We don’t let the kids get really focussed on something for a day or two and we don’t allow ourselves to either as we live these oddly fragmented days. I am beginning to realise that the project is an in depth look at work produced in fragments and I am beginning to see that the work can be left as fragments, left as unfinished ideas or partly done. The big self portrait painting I did as part of the Clemente week hasn’t been touched now for a fortnight or so. The last thing I did was put a bit of shellac into an eye. I don’t think it is going to get any further than it is and I think that is OK. It is what it is. I think that if I go over it or work on it more then I will be working on it with a feeling and interest which has moved on to something else.

The Halesworth Gallery has an open show every autumn and I usually contribute something. I am on the committee and have been for the past ten year or so. This is a legacy from when I used to organise art shows in fields and marshes with a friend. In the end I got asked to be on the committees of a couple of art galleries in the town and this has been part of my being active in the local art community. Halesworth Gallery has been there since 1966 in an old alms house in the town. We show from May to September and put on about seven shows a year with a couple of shows of children’s work at the start and the end of the season. And we always have the Open Show.

This year I put in two square pieces which were supposed to be channelling Lily Van Der Stokker . Unfortunately I didn’t get down to Tate St Ives to see the show and they have been tardy in sending me the book but I read about it in magazines and online. I was intrigued by the idea that her work can be seen as being aggressive in its prettiness. I really like it. It appeals to me as it is clearly quite annoying whilst being very ‘nice’.

So I made one piece with water colour on the canvas using a frilly manner of calligraphy. It reads ‘A Painting to Cheer Everyone Up’. The other piece was made with thin acrylic over a layer of clay based house paint. It reads ‘How to Paint and Draw’. This is the title of one of the case studies and it was supposed to sit in the middle of the wall of varied open show type work and be a half question about the work around it. A low key intervention in the show really.

Camera

Collagraph camera

On the way to the art college this lunchtime I picked up a hitch-hiker near Beccles. We started talking about hitching, as is traditional and how no one picks anyone up any more. I said I used to hitch all over and told him about hitching across Europe and spending a winter in Israel when I was nineteen. I hitched across France, into Spain, picked grapes, went across Switzerland, the north of Italy and then across the middle of Yugoslavia to Greece, picked olives on Crete and then flew to Israel and worked on a moshav in the Negev for two months. I had then given it up and gone home, rarely leaving the UK since, deciding I wasn’t very good at it.  He asked me how I had found that I talked about the militaristic atmosphere and the Uzi on the tractor and so on. I said that I had found Jerusalem very interesting, in the way that the different religions that have disputed the city over the centuries have done this through architecture, building on top of each others sacred sites and, more subtly, in the way of each others sacred sites. This seemed to show an attention to detail and a degree of respect held for each others religious views, in a way.

I then apologised for talking about religion straight away and hoped that I hadn’t offended him in any way, as they say one shouldn’t talk about religion or politics. Oh, I am interested in people’s take on it, he said, I don’t believe, I used to be a Marxist. How do you mean, you used to be one? I said. And he told me about being ‘heavily shepherded’ in the SWP in Sheffield in the early eighties. He said the stories of the knock on the door at two in the morning to check that you hadn’t strayed from the path was probably mythical but that you were held to account and sometimes given a bad time. It had been hard work and he had got fed up with it and had decided that he was just too petite bourgeoisie for it all.

Ah, I said, that was always my problem but once I realised that I was actually petite bourgeoisie and that there wasn’t much I could do about it, that was my class background, and that people like me go to art college and do the things they do because they are petite bourgeoisie and that this is probably not a bad thing, in the great scheme of things, then I learnt to relax about it. I said that the petite bourgeoisie were a much maligned and under-rated class which was actually quite dynamic and creative as they negotiated their aspirations between the two classes they didn’t quite belong to. We agreed that the petite bourgeoisie could be quite anarchic, which was why the hard left never liked them and, as we were both teachers, where would the teaching profession be without the petite bourgeoisie.

My background is one of crafts people really. One gran was a seamstress making samples in a dress factory in Leicester and taught me to sew. My grandad was a joiner. The other gran worked in a knicker factory for fifty years. Both sets of grandparents lived in council houses all of their lives. One set lived in a prefab for forty years. My Dad was a photographer and worked in industry, as a high street wedding photographer and latterly as the chief photo technician at DeMontfort University. Fay Godwin considered him the best ‘record’ photographer she had met. Most of his cousins became teachers of various sorts.

So today’s image of a camera made as a collagraph connects to something from all of that. It is also my camera du jour, a toughened Olympus, the perfect art room camera, shrugging off drops and paint and clay. A key research tool. I was trying out some of the plastic circuit board backing we found in the DT room and I used PVA wood glue and corundum to make the image. I only had time to pull two prints and there was some tearing of the paper which we thought might have been from the PVA glue losing interest. Ernst gave me some shellac to try instead of the button polish I had used and I will try a couple more coats. I had been worried that the plastic sheet wouldn’t hold the glue so I was perhaps partly right. An interesting image though. Very dark and I liked the speckles across it which came from stray specks of corundum being moved about and trapped in the layer of varnish. So I was trialling a material for possible collagraphs with the pupils and demonstrating the technique, making an example and making a work for the still-life sequence here.

Car

Postcard after Whiteread.

Sort of beginning to think about settling into the new term. It may take a while. The school is in its final year of operation and is in a state of being run down. We only have three year groups in now, there has been no new entry of the younger pupils into the school. They have been retained by the junior schools and are being taught in mobile classrooms on the playgrounds. It is something of a mess in many ways and the future of the new high school in Lowestoft remains problematic. I could describe in detail the process of dismantlement but really the only important things are what is pertinent to the research project.

I was working today on some bits and pieces in the classroom, playing with materials and objects discarded from the the old DT room which is being closed up at the moment. I spent some time improving a postcard found at the back of a cupboard with some hole punches in the manner of Rachel Whiteread whose drawing show I saw at the Tate a week or so ago. I liked the work a lot and I was touched by her casts of the insides of boots which are a lot like the casts of shoes and bags I have on a shelf left over from a year eight girls interest in the artist some years ago. I didn’t know Whiteread cast boots but it seemed an entry level thing for a thirteen year old to cast so I was pleased to see these casts in the display of her studio objects which are a lot like the casts of my old shoes and a handbag on my shelf.

The atmosphere of the work is a lot like the DT room though. It is being emptied out and the traces of fifty years of it being a wood-work and metal-work room and then a CDT and then Dt room are being expunged. The remains of the wood store and some of the tools will be the basis for what I have decided to call the sculpture studio for this last year. The younger children will not get the chance to have the Mr Cope year eight experience because the school will be shut so I intend to give them some taste of the fairly ambitious work I attempt with the older children. Having said that I made the big Niki De Sant Phalle figure with ten year olds last year so there is no reason why they shouldn’t be capable. With the additional storage and building space though I should be able to make more than one figure at a time. And of course I have all that stuff in the cupboards that might be interesting to use one day, collected over the years, and now only a school year to do something with it.

Whitereads on the shelf at school

An afternoon spent in the print workshop devoted to the study and meaning of the edges of etchings.

I mainly like etchings, as much as I like them at all, because they are the remnant of a natural process of acid acting on metal, resisted by some sort of ground. If one wants to get all alchemical about it all then it is possible to be with all the talk of Dutch mordant and tree resin and bitumen and so on. I don’t find that particularly attractive myself, mainly due to the health threatening nature of many of the ingredients. However, the interest lies on the making of an image through the control of a natural chemical process of acids acting on metals. For me the nature of this process needs to be seen in the image so for me the edges of the plate are left as they are after the dipping and biting. This leaves them with a nice raggedy edge. I file them down before I start the process so I don’t cut myself on the metal but once it comes out of the acid I leave them as they are. I wipe them off when I print but the prints end up with a bit of a rough frame of ink from this bitten edge. This partly arises because of the way we back the plates with parcel tape rather than painting on a backing and using an edging paint to protect the edge which we could do. Apparently the real way to finish an etching is to ground down the edge to a 45 degree angle and then polish it with 600 grade wet and dry paper.

Nobody has looked at my beautifully framed etchings and said OMG, look at the edges on that and, as I say, I have reasons for leaving them. What I don’t like about etching is that some of it is about an etiquette of making and selling prints and less about the process as a way of making an art work. I enjoy the Chapman brothers playful attitude to the making of etchings using this fairly quaint process because it is a quaint process. I realised, however that, if I am to be able to say that I have learnt to etch then I need to be able to have the choice of making a well groomed print so I asked Ernst to show me how.

The filing and sanding is tedious but my first prints were disappointingly similar to my previous efforts. I had only done half of the process it would appear and Ernst showed me how to wipe off the edges properly and use the French chalk to seal the edge. This resulted in a more conventional and acceptable result though, to my eye, not necessarily better.

I know it drives Ernst up the pole that I don’t really want to be a fine printer and seem happy to bumble about at a level of relative lack of refinement. I seem happiest for the prints to be a form of drawing more than anything else and I am interested in them at that level. In some ways though, the prints have become less of an expanded form than my work before. I used to be happiest mono-printing  and using that sort of mark making in paintings and with other media. Now these prints have shrunk to tiny eight by ten inch squares of intense combat with the process.

Well, I can do an edge properly now anyway. Whether I will or not I am not sure.

Edge-2

My usual edge showing the acid bitten inked edge of the plate.

Edge01

The edge of the plate after clipping, filing down and then sanding. Edge wiped with a cloth and French chalk to seal the edge.

Obviously having a holiday from a PHd is unlikely but the closest I got this summer was a few wet days in Canterbury reading Cloud Atlas and drawing in the crypt of the cathedral. How much of a holiday that is, exactly, reading a different sort of book and drawing a different sort of thing I am not sure. Why draw on holiday? Do all art teachers take drawing things with them? For this trip I took watercolour paper with me and bought another pad of it in Chromos in the city. I drew with pen and a couple with pencil and I got particularly interested in the ancient and very mysterious figures on the columns down in the crypt. These were called jugglers and griffins and so on but they are very weird things. Apparently dating back to 1100. Fun to draw in the gloom and no photography allowed so the only way to get an image is to squint and draw. Will I do something with them? Is there an etching in there? I’m not sure at all and I am not sure the exercise is aimed at that, gathering material. It slows the eye down and forces concentration and looking at something closely and that is enough in itself really. I have lots of these types of drawings from all sorts of odd places. A long standing habit.

When I first got interested in drawing and realised that there was something there that I had to learn how to do, that it was a skill to practice, then I became an inveterate reader of ‘how to draw’ books. This was when I was between twelve and sixteen, when I was working my way through the books in the Anstey library. There were books called ‘How to Paint and Draw’ which showed you everything there was to know about drawing and painting. I practised how to shade and how to make things ‘three dimensional’ and so on. I was fascinated by the possibilities but, somehow, never that brilliant at them. My work always looked a bit, sort of scruffy somehow. Certainly I remember that there were some people who were much better at pencil rendering than I could ever be. I couldn’t really see the point in copying a photograph in graphite. I never really got the fascination with photographic realisation with art materials. This may have been because my Dad is a photographer so my other obsession was getting the f-stops right on my Lubitel 2 (real photographers just use an exposure meter to check they’ve got it right, Paul). Why draw photographically when you can put a roll of Tri-X in your camera?

Probably my favourite ‘How to..’ books were two by the artist and illustrator Paul Hogarth, Creative Ink Drawing (1968 Studio Vista) and Creative Pencil Drawing (1964 Studio Vista). Not only did he have a nice line, a nice loose line, and a very un-photographic manner, he also had a great Romantic back story about fighting in the International Brigades and knocking about Europe after the war and drawing the ruins in Germany. Every drawing had a story to go with it. I even wrote the guy a letter and he was good enough to reply.

Amongst all this ‘advice’ everyone insisted that one should carry a sketchbook at all times. This all coincided with ‘O’ levels and being expected to have a sketchbook. I was thrilled with the A3 spiral bound book I had when I started the ‘O’ level course at Quorn Rawlins. It is a habit that has stuck, on the whole, ever since. My sketchbooks were adored on Foundation and fascinated other students on the degree. And since then I have generally had one knocking about. There are a row of them behind me, A5 Winsor and Newtons.

More recently the habit petered out. I chatted to friends who did not keep books as a matter of course and I started to feel that the books were too closed down and shuttered up, that a lot of energy went into them which could be more productively spent making things that were more out there and exhibitable. I would buy a book and it would not get used, a few drawings at the beginning and a few clippings and then nothing. There seemed less point in keeping a book to have ideas in that I didn’t have time to realise.

Looking at the show in NUCA though, that wall of pictures, I realised where the sketchbook had gone. I had just made it a lot bigger and on lots of bits of paper. The impulse to make work like that, in the way it had been in the old books, when I had a sketchbook habit, was there in the wall of work. With something else as well though, more public and confident.

The sketchbook is now a ‘learning journal’ which is sort of working alongside this blog and a written notebook and a little sketchbook and bits of card and watercolour paper and the etchings and two paintings.

Drawing on holiday seems to have something of that lad carrying a sketchbook all the time, like the books say you should, about it. I resist the temptation to ‘draw interesting characters you might see in the street or cafe’ these days so I might have moved on a bit. Of course, one of the things I am doing is sort of demonstrating to pupils that you should carry a sketchbook with you at all times and that a holiday can provide you with new and interesting drawing opportunities. Whilst I am extremely unlikely to ever deploy these Canterbury drawings in the classroom I am, at some level, perpetuating the same drawing habits that got me going when I was a lad.

Whilst I can see that in some ways this is a good thing I can also see it as being really quite naff. It is part of the half life of the picturesque, clicking away behind notions of how to draw.